"Not Pregnant"

Sigh...
It is just so hard to have hope. My pastor's wife struggled with infertility before her last child and is planning on sharing her story with me. I am just holding on until then and praying that she will give me some insight. It does give me some hope in that she did finally conceive.
I would like to share a portion of lyrics to one of the songs that is on my playlist(see the bottom of the page). It is "Bring the Rain" by Mercy Me.

I am yours regardless of
the clouds that may loom above
because you are much greater than my pain
you who made a way for me
suffering your destiny
so tell me whats a little rain

So I pray

Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain

This song holds such a significance to me because I believe that we are here and were created for one reason, to bring Glory to God. That is something that I struggle with daily. How is my pain and infertility bringing Glory to Him? And what bothers me most of all is the question of, "Will we ever conceive?" If I knew that we would, it would be so much easier. But I guess that is where FAITH comes in...